so in the interim...

I've tried some stuff.

Grad school for design. graphic design. A serious, hard-ass M.S. program. That I submitted a serious hard-ass portfolio for (at least 7 diff mediums, they asked for!). And that was...interesting...while working full time, over 60 hrs a week. Plus 2 classes, of 6 hrs each. And at least 15 hrs each of assignments per week. Believe it or not, I did that shit straight. Not lit up like a christmas tree. Which I am right now. Anyway, in that time through the one class I learned a SHIT-TON about designing. I did sample book covers (what I wanted to do anyway) and a full 12 page portfolio for my theoretical PR firm. The other class...not so much. So yeah, now I know what its like to exist on about 4 hrs sleep each night, and at least one 48-hr day a week. I didn't die, but I came close, for realsies, once. Bad reaction to some antibiotic. Passed out. Everything.

ANYWAY. Now I know some ish. But I'm not in school right now. Can't afford it for another semester. Can't afford it work-wise right now. Got a serious national campaign going on. Been working 11 hr days again. Aside from this week of crazy. But yeah. I need a mac. For design. For me.

I may also need a new apt. For me. for cats. for life.

I need to change everything.

But as of this week, things feel a bit better.

Oh yeah, some stuff exploded in March, for my family. For me to, I guess. It's still being sorted. To say the least.

In the meantime, I carry on. I workit. Insanely. I play. Sometimes. I miss. So much. I read. A lot. I draw. Not enough.

Yeah I've got like at least 2 creative things that need to get off the ground. One almost did at the start of 2010.

This weekend. Rebirth.

Much <3.